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Today in hall band performance...
The song that they play, let me think of the happy time i have with her...
I feel so sad, i almost cry in the hall...

At 1st i though i have forget of her..
But i was wrong, i have not forget her...
I feel like let go, But i really can't let go of her...

God pls tell me what to do???
I really dunno wat to do....

Is it going to boys home will let me for get her??
If yes pls send me in....

I hate this worlde & my life......

I Played @ 9:46 PM

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I break with her for 10days..
I so miss her, hope she will come back to me....
If we didn't break, today is our 1st month...
Every time i saw her or her pic i will feel so sad, emo & no mood to study feel like going home....
Some time i saw her i feel like walk towards her n ask her for patch..
I know she wont accepte me...
I feel like crying & feel so sad...

Few more weeks i going back to court...
I'm scard.
I scard if i go in boys home, i can't saw her anymore.....
Tomorrow school again, But i still haven done my D&T work ..
I scard i can't do it & i scard i can't do until the standard i wan....

haha that's all for today.. :)

I Played @ 9:53 PM

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hey guys.
i'm back to my blog. i know my blog going to die...

yesterday i wake up at 6.45am, 7am i leave my home, 7.30am i reach JP & i board the bus 172 at 7.30am also. Around 7.50am i reach SCDF. I most late haha.. SCDF mean ( Singapore Civil Defence). I went there for training..

AT 13 july we learn Basic Cardio Life Support (Cardio Pulmonary Resuscitation) they call it CPR...

On 20july we learn AED & Basic Rescue Equipment ( Cutting & Spreading)

On 27july we learn Intro To Fire Pumper & Equip, Standard Stowage, Knots & Lines, BTM (hydrant Ops) and BTM (Hose Drills)

On 3August we will be learning BTM( Ladder Drill), Belaying Technique & Clean Fatigue Rappelling...

On 17August we will be learning Intro To Red RHINO & Equip, BTM (Red Rhino & Equipment), BTM (Water Supply) & BTM ( Combined Task)..

On 24August Intro To BA SET, BA Ancillary Equip, BA Donning Procedure, Intro To BAPT & Breathing Apparatus Proficiency Test.....

On the last day, which in the 31August we will do Movement In Smoke & Drakness, Scenario Exercise (Kitchen Fire), Scenario Exercise ( One Unit Fire) & Course Debrief...

The Civil Defence training for youth...
It fun, tire & hot..
Over we saw a dead Snake over there ..
But the Snake is a baby Snake...
when we play the hose, i almost fly with the hose..
haha But is fun...
that all of SCDF..

This few days a lot of things happen..

1st is she lose feeling with me
2nd she break with me
3rd my D&T thing spoilt
4th i going to fall sick.

Why all this Fucker things happen to me why????
She break with me around 2days+ liao..
today i miss her again..
When i doing D&T things, i was thinking of her ..
I almost hurt my hand..
Nvm i dun mind i hurt my hand, But i dun want her to be sad can liao..
GOD if u can let her come back to me, u wan me to do watever things u wan me to do i du mind...
Now everything is gone...

I Played @ 10:44 PM

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Hi. I'm back to share my things...
Still got 1week 8HRS to court..
My father n mother is sending me to boys home.....
i'm okay with it.
because i dun feel this is my home..
Because this is nv be my home...
Yesterday n today i'm very sad n no mood..
I today wen to study but i have no mood to study...
Around 3++pm i wen home...
I reach home around 4++pm i wen down play basketball for self training...
after that i wen home n rest....

I Played @ 11:59 PM

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Still got 1week 3days to court..
THis few days i miss her alot....
Maybe i will go in to boys home... haha..
Today i win the volleyball match haha...
The next game is at this coming wednesday 7pm must reach....
Who every wan see just come..
The match will at jurong west sport hall...
that's all for today....

I Played @ 12:35 AM

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In few more hr time i going to court..
This few days i keep thinking of her.
I scare i wont her her anymore...
Mybe today is my last day update.....
But some of my friends say will post pone,
some of them will go boys home
& some of them say i will get PPT.
PPT means (propation).
But for me myself, i think i will go boys home...
Whether i go in or or not, i will be waiting for you...

I Played @ 1:15 AM

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Still got 5days+ to court...
Today i went to NUH & see tiger father..
His father is like other god father like that..
After i tat i went to 907 find wen feng they all & slack...
Around 8+pm i went home..
I miss her again..
I going court soon..
She this feel day like avoiding me..
My heart feel very hurt like going to die like tat...
tat's all i wan to share.. night i not feeling well..

I Played @ 9:36 PM

1st is she lose feeling with me

2nd she break with me

3rd my D&T thing spoilt

4th i going to fall sick.