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Still got 1week 3days 1hr 30min to court..
I miss her again .
I was very sad today.
I keep blame myself.
because i like her so much why i still give up & let other person jio until her...
everyday i went to school so many teacher ask me about the case.
when they ask me i was very sad but nobody know tat i very sad when they ask me about the case..
when they ask me i will keep thinking tat i going to boys home & i scare can't saw her again..
i'm very tired about this thing anymore.
i feel like going in now & die inside so tat i dun need think so must anymore..
TAt's all for to day. i'm very tired about every thing.
night i going to sleep

I Played @ 10:27 PM

c0mments!

Still got 1 week 4days i going back to court...
The day and time is going fast..
Today i have no mood to study in school.
I keep thinking if i going to boys home, i can't see her anymore..
Today the whole day i was thinking about her.
I like very miss until like i going to die..

I Played @ 10:29 PM

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Today i wake up at 6.30am..
Around 6.45am we leave the house...
I, my father n my mother went to Blk 959 coffee shop n eat..
Around 8.17am i reach the court...
We waited outside the court room for 1 to 2hr +..
when i went in the court room, i was like very scare tat i go boys home can't see her again..
On tat time i very miss her until like going to die like tat..
When i went in he ask me to stand there, look at the judge n the police tell me tat if the judge ask u thing u just say yes or no. I say okay to the police..
Then i stand there to wait for the judge to ask me question.
But the judge didn't ask me anything question.
The judge only say to me post pone .
On the 12/04/2010 come back to court..
After tat i went to meet wei ren.
After i meet him we went to find tiger they all.
If on the 12/04/2010 i went to court.
If the judge wan put me to boy home.
I think i will miss her until die...

About how i feel befor i go court.

yesterday i can't sleep.
Then i msg my friends.
I tell them tat: cheebye le i can't sleep la. but i still feel very the high lo..
Then they say: u crazy is it .
U going court still very the high until can not sleep...
After i msg n call them.
i fall a sleep

ta's all for today...

I Played @ 10:19 PM

c0mments!

In few more hr time.
I will be going to court ..
Mybe i will be going to boys home or hostel...
i know u have stead already.
but i still like u.
no matter i'm in boys home or hostel i will be waiting for you.
out of sudden i miss her alot.
i feel tat if i really go in boys home or hostel.
i will never saw her again....

I Played @ 12:46 AM

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yesterday around 1.30am i went out to slack with my friends.
around 3.30i reach home.
i sleep 5+am i went to sleep. i so late sleep is because i'm doing a birthday card for my friend.
so i think for the pass few days do a nice birthday card for her.
but now i still cant do a nice birthday card for her.
so tonight i still will not sleep until i do a nice birthday card for her.
this friday i must pass to her baceuse this frienday is her birthday..
i wake up at 2.30pm today.
around 3pm i went to game haven which at CLARKE QUAY .
we went there do play lan...
around 8pm we went back to jurong..
later 12am i went out ton with my friends.
so i can do birthday card...

My feeling today

Today the hole day i didn't msg her...
i very miss her ..
i feel like telling her tat i LIKE her , but i'm SHY to tell her..
her birthday is at this week wan of the days....
i feel no mood n sad because she EVERytime with the cheeying person...
EVeryday n Everytime i dun feel like going home.
because every time i went home my father n mother will quarrel with me ..
sometime i feel like just run dun come back forever....
i dun feel like this is a home..

I Played @ 9:45 PM

c0mments!

I reach home around 6am in the morning..
i went sleep around 6.30am
i wake up around 10+am.
around 11+am my father drive me to yishun to play volleyball..
around 6+pm i went to meet (:wei ren, andy, edmund, ah roy, william n jien jie:) play basketball at jurong green cc... after tat we went to boon lay cc n play basketball...
around 11 i went home.

about my feeling::
I think i like a person haha.
everytime when i didn't msg the person tat i like i will feeel very miss her...
When i msg the person i like, when she didn't reply my msg for very long i will like ver worry about her n wat happen to her..
everytime i know he with a cheebye person i will feel very sad n no mood to do anything liao....
but she dun even know i like her haha..

so that all for today

I Played @ 12:55 AM

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just now i should 1 2 meet ppl.
at first okay to meet each other..
but i tell HE/ Her after i eat finish thn i come meet thm.
but he/she like out of sudden she to meet u really 1 come.
thn i say u 1 me come or not he/ she say don't want la... haha
thn my heart is break into many pieces..
it let me feel like i should not msg her every again... sian
now i'm very sad now..
feel no mood lo....

I Played @ 11:26 PM

c0mments!

today i wake up around 2.30pm.
when i on my phone i saw alson miss call.
so i call him, he ask he out to play pool..
around 3+ i leave house.
i tell daniel tat i go arena meet friends first.
around 3 or 4 alson they all reach so we start to play pool.. haha
today like very funny playing pool with them. haha
out of sudden i dun have have the mood.
i like so emo lo. haha
around 6+ we went jp n pei alson n daniel eat.
after awhile my stomach pian again because so i went home n eat because my friend ask my to eat . i'm sorry tat let u worry again.tat's all for today:)

I Played @ 11:18 PM

tuesday 9/3/2010 c0mments!

Today around 5.50aM i went out of my house. Around 6.30am i reach school.
My school start Around 7.30am.. today recess time i didn't went to eat... Out of sudden i feel so alone nobody pei me go eat.. so my school end around 12.50pm.. Around 2pm i went out of my house on my way to meet wenyi... i forgot to bring med so i went back home to take my med... went i was in the bus my stomach very the pian unitl i reach yishun n have my lunch...
after i n wenyi at yishun play finish volleyball we taking coach car back.
Around 8pm i reach jurong point i went to meet cell group friends.
i still thinking what to buy for my friend birthday.. sian sian sian...
i few like giving HIM/ HER $50 because i dunno what to buy.
But HE/SHE say it too much. HE/SHE say can dun need so much but i say where got so much... i'm very sorry tat let u worry about me...

I Played @ 10:33 PM

6.03.2010 saturday 7.03.2010 sunday c0mments!

Hello everyone.
i'm back to update my blogs haha:):)..

6.03.2010 saturday
yester i wake up about 9.30am.
around 3.30pm i go to my friend house for cell group.
around 4.30pm i went to change shirt for volleyball match.
about 5pm i went out of my house.
i going to yio chu kang for volleyball match..
the match held at presbyterian high school..
they start game at 7.20pm n 7.20 is the time that i eat med.
And i forgot bring my med. my friends was angry at because i forgot to bring med..
i'm sorry that i forgot to bring my med make u worry about me.i'm very sorry...
around 10pm we went off.. i went home around 10pm...
i reach home around 11.30pm..
i tell my friend that around 12+ or 1+ i going out n eat with my friend maybe ton...
friend was like very angry. she said u sick le still wan ton..
i said nvm. but i ask HIM/HER u wan me stay at home is it??
my friend reply me yes . thn i tell HIM/HER ok but after i eat finish thn go home .
i'm VERy sorry to let u worry about me...
i went to sleep around 2.30pm...................................................

7.03.2010 sunday
today i wake up around 11am..
around 3.15pm i went to meet my cell group friend.
dunno around wat time is my time to eat med but i 4got to bring again....
my friend was worry about me again because i didn't bring med...
i'm very sorry again.............................................
i told my friend that takeing cab back home to meet friend n eat med...
after i eat my med back to meet my friend.
i waited him for very long dunno him is a girl or a guy take so long to come down.....
around dunno wat time he came. both of us when to meet jun feng at orchard center....
we have our dinner over there..
if i not wrong total amount is about $200++ if i not wrong... haha
the food is nice haha i like it.....
BY the way thnks jun feng...

I Played @ 11:23 PM